my blog might trigger you.
Ich würde gerne einfach aufhören zu existieren. Ich wäre viel lieber niemals geboren worden. Dann müsste ich dieses sinnlose Leben nicht leben. Ich hätte niemals irgendwas erlebt. Ich hätte nicht diese Erinnerungen und diese schrecklichen Gefühle. Ich müsste nicht die ganze Zeit versuchen, Erwartungen zu erfüllen. Es würde alles nicht so verdammt weh tun. Ich wäre nicht so traurig. Was mache ich hier eigentlich immer noch?
(via firefightergirl)
“I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. My head is a dark place and it only gets worse, day by day. and I have no idea how to stop the darkness from coming in. I have no idea how to save myself anymore.”—
(via late-for-the-sky)
i think everyone’s better off without me. not necessarily going to kms but just isolate myself from everyone. they may hate me originally but then they’ll thank me for not wasting their time anymore
(via late-for-the-sky)
(via late-for-the-sky)
“But maybe being brave didn’t mean being unafraid.”— Leigh Bardugo, Crooked Kingdom
“Forgive me if I don’t talk much at times. It’s loud enough in my head.”— Unknown
(via changing-mylife-now)
“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot explain it to myself.”
- Franz Kafka
You cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. This is your tragedy … because you understand them, and they do not understand you.
Daniel Saint
(via changing-mylife-now)